Happy Day Before Valentine’s Day! As you may know, it’s been a little while since I posted my last deviation, but I’m not here to talk about that. Instead, I’d like to being up a game show that premiered less than a week ago as I write this: Nickelodeon’s Tooned In. I’ve seen all four episodes of it that have aired so far, and I’ve gotta be honest, I’m more than a little disappointed by it. If it had premiered in any other time besides Current Year™, it would’ve been an instant hit, but as it stands, they only focus on the same limited number of Nicktoons (and Dora the Frickin' Explorer, of all things), and as a result, the majority of the questions are way too easy for my tastes (especially since there’s an entire category about answering questions based on a very brief clip that played literally one second ago! That’s not trivia, that’s just a test of one’s ultra-short-term memory!). Not only that, they committed the gravest sin of all: they’ve somehow made getting slimed boring! (Probably because it happens constantly with almost no variations, but that’s just a guess)
Obviously, as a ‘90s Kid/Millennial, I’m gonna be much more knowledgeable about the Nicktoons library than these younger contestants by definition, but regardless, this whole debacle gave me inspiration: I could easily make a fanfiction version of this show, but with more Nicktoons to use, and harder-by-default questions! I’ll call it Tooned In: Genius Edition!
However, I’m gonna need your help in turning this fanfic idea into a fanfic reality! Sure, I could start typing out the “pilot episode” of sorts right now, complete with three contestants of my own, but that would just result in me pretty much playing with myself (innuendo not intended), and I’d rather share my knowledge rather than just show it off. So here’s what I’m thinking: I would like you to become the contestants that I, roleplaying as the robotic host Nicky (uncreative name, I know), will quiz and slime! Personally, I’d rather interact with one person at a time rather than having to deal with three people all at once, so the only requirement I ask of you is for you to provide me three original characters to act as contestants (the quirkier, the better!), even if you have to make ‘em up on the spot (or just have two OC contestants and have the third player be a fictionalized version of yourself). I’d even be fine with Expies of preexisting characters (just not the actual characters themselves, since Celebrity Editions of game shows never end well. After all, look what happened to the second/final season of the Double Dare revival!)! We’ll play by participating in a back-and-forth email chain (or note chain, or whatever else), and once it’s all over, the whole thing will get turned into a fanfiction posted right here, exclusively on DeviantArt!
If you’re at all interested in playing Tooned In: Genius Edition, then let me know by commenting on this journal entry, sending me a DA note, or emailing me through either redhead64@chartermi.net or itsredhead64@gmail.com if you so wish. Personally, I’m rather excited by this whole thing, so I hope to hear from at least one of you guys soon!
MY PATREON SUPPORTERS
DETAILS ON COMMISSIONS AND ART TRADES THAT I'M ALWAYS OPEN FOR
Oh, hey, I got the embed to work properly this time! That's a good sign!
OTHER PERSONAL PAGES
My "Square Root of Minus Garfield" Strips
MISCELLANEOUS LINKS
Grant Fikes' Cleverly Titled Puzzle Blog
Muller Monthly Music Meta-Crossword
THE END-OF-ENTRY QUOTE
"More mess and gak when we come back! Don't you Double Dare go anywhere!"
— Doc Holliday, the second announcer of Family Double Dare
Geez, has it really been over a year since I last wrote a full-fledged journal entry like this one? It must've been, since the only personal jottings I've written since then on DA were quickie twee-- I mean, "status updates", that I'm not sure a good chunk of my followers even look at to begin with. And oddly enough, the topic of my previous journal entry was about me having an animation of mine being shown at the end of an episode of the annual horror comic-focused webseries Longbox of the Damned, and so is this one! However, whereas I was pretty amped up about me winning that contest last year, this year......... well, truth be told, I'm kinda struggling to feel much of anything this time around, and I'm not entirely sure why.
Let's get the obvious suspect out of the way first: the apparent lack of attention this animation has gotten me. It's been a few days/nights since I won this year's LOTD contest, and seeing as I spent a little over two weeks working on it from beginning to end, I was kinda hoping for more faves on the DA version than what I've ultimately got so far, which is the exact same amount that I got for last year's entry: two (or three, if you also include the version I uploaded to YouTube). Yeah, yeah, I know that the number of faves I get for my deviations tend to be all over the place, ranging from a goose egg to well over 100, and I also know that the amount of work put into a certain deviation doesn't always translate into an equivalent amount of positive response (Magnum Opus Dissonance is a thing, after all), but it's still rather deflating to have not much acknowledgement on something after you worked so long and hard on it.
Of course, maybe it's not that, and complaining about a certain deviation not getting many faves like I've been seemingly doing is, quite frankly, pretty pathetic. The amount of faves I may get shouldn't be the main factor in why I create art, and one should create whatever one feels like.......... except that I've seemingly fallen into an artistic slump as of late, and I don't particularly feel like drawing/creating anything at the moment, let alone think of something I might feel like making. Heck, it's roughly halfway through October, and I still haven't begun work on this month's commission I was supposed to do for @B-masterAnimation (the fact that our relationship is starting to go sour -- due to personal reasons which I don't feel like disclosing to the online public quite yet -- hasn't exactly helped matters, either). What's worse, I don't particularly feel like doing anything at all whatsoever, and that seems rather troubling to me.
You see, I've always struggled with self-motivation for quite a long while, dating back to when my teenage self made multiple DA journal entries complaining about a lack of motivation (don't bother looking for them; they're all long gone from this site). But now, when I'm in my early thirties, it just feels..... different somehow. Not only have I still not fully recovered from the flood that hit my house last May (for starters, my house is still getting worked on, months after the fact), I've had genuine bouts of flat-out depression since those teenage days (to the point of even having suicidal thoughts, though thankfully, I've never even attempted acting upon them), and even though I'm taking medication for that, I fear that I still have some symptoms of that emotion lingering around in me, especially difficulty focusing, being fatigued (both physically, as well as being tired of all the feces going on in the world), and worst of all, losing interest in doing things I used to enjoy, and not feeling like doing anything as a result.
Well, whatever the reason is, I would very much appreciate it if you would take the time to leave any feedback you may have through a comment to this journal entry, or you can even contact me personally through a note through here on DeviantArt, or even email me through redhead64@chartermi.net or itsredhead64@gmail.com if you so wish. In the meantime, I'll provide some links to that animation of mine on the off-chance you haven't gotten around to seeing it yet:
LOTD episode with my winning animation: https://youtu.be/kXLJIyPKC
Full version of my animation on YouTube: https://youtu.be/JxprMN95A
Silent GIF version of my animation on DeviantArt: Right here!
MY PATREON SUPPORTERS
@GLmathgrant
@B-masterAnimation
DETAILS ON COMMISSIONS AND ART TRADES THAT I'M ALWAYS OPEN FOR
This is the first time I'm doing a journal entry through DeviantArt Eclipse's "Journal" Tab, and every time I try to embed any sort of deviation to this post, the formatting goes all screwy, and the end of every paragraph loses a couple letters, which proved really annoying when it comes to the random weblinks underneath here. Great job breaking what was perfectly fine once again, Eclipse! So I guess I'll have to resort to linking to my commission guidelines through a text link instead:
OTHER PERSONAL PAGES
My "Square Root of Minus Garfield" Strips
MISCELLANEOUS LINKS
Grant Fikes' Cleverly Titled Puzzle Blog
Muller Monthly Music Meta-Crossword
THE END-OF-ENTRY QUOTE
"We've won... Somehow I don't feel like celebrating."
— Chrom, from Fire Emblem Awakening
Details on Commissions!Boy, begging and pleading at the end of the text portions of all my most recent deviations must've worked, because I've actually got someone to commission me! Now that I've completed my very first commission, I've updated my Patreon page to include my artwork in addition to the puzzles I make at my puzzle blog. So for future reference, here's a few basic rules on how these commissions will work going forward:
Each commission costs only $6 (Cheap!) or 600 points (Also cheap!) for single images; $12 (or 1200 points) for individual comics (if it's a multi-page comic, it'll be slightly discounted to $11 per page)The cost for short animations will vary between $8 and $15 (800 and 1500
Details on Commissions!Boy, begging and pleading at the end of the text portions of all my most recent deviations must've worked, because I've actually got someone to commission me! Now that I've completed my very first commission, I've updated my Patreon page to include my artwork in addition to the puzzles I make at my puzzle blog. So for future reference, here's a few basic rules on how these commissions will work going forward:
Each commission costs only $6 (Cheap!) or 600 points (Also cheap!) for single images; $12 (or 1200 points) for individual comics (if it's a multi-page comic, it'll be slightly discounted to $11 per page)The cost for short animations will vary between $8 and $15 (800 and 1500